xemowhorex's Diaryland Diary

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shit shit shit

just found out that a girl got fired last week for attendance. i'm very concerned for my future. my only hope is that i haven't been talked to about it since my last write up some months ago. and that that write up was just the first step in the write up process. but i really should be further along. i've missed soo much work in the last 4 years i should have been fired 5 times over. usualy they'll give you a warrning. they'll pull you in to the office and tell you "look no more or your out." but i fear that since there are only 3 weeks left before we close that they're not going to bother with that step. and this morning my supervisor said to every one. "hey guys you gotta mind your p's and q's they're still sending e-mails about attendance..." asume the e-mail he spoke of was about me.

*moments later*
k, i just talked to a guy who was friends with the girl who got fired. her situation didn't comfort me at all. but paulo said that he is in the same place i am pretty much. and he says he asked his sup a few days ago if they were still going through the write up phases. they are. so i think maybe i'm alright. the next two weeks are still going to be stressfull as fuck. at least until i get pulled in to the office and put on writen. after that (if i get that) i will feel safe.

*quite a bit later*
i asked outright if i was getting fired. i was told that i'm not. still not sure i believe that.

12:43 p.m. - Aug. 5th, 2008

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