xemowhorex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i was still in a bad mood this morning. it must be the waking up earlier. i've been know to throw things and swing at people who wake me up before i'm ready. i got to sleep at a decent time last night. and i took a nap earlier. ugh. felling a little better now though. mood swings are a funny thing. after all the talk of fear yesterday i'm all full of resolve this morning. oddly enough this comes after reading a wls failure story on. 3fatchicks.com. some how it made me even more certain that this is the right choice. and determined to make it work for me. i understand that it's still going to be hard. that it's not a magic cure and all that. but i feel very confident that this is the tool that i need to finally be successful. i can't wait until my orientation when i can finally and officially get started loosing weight. i feel like i'm in limbo right now. i don't want to lose anything because it won't count towards the 10% of my weight that i'll be required to lose. i guess i should start making appointments for the tests that i'll need done. but i don't want to call from the phone in the break room at work and effectively announce to all of aaa that i'll be wanting an anal probe please, and thank you. so i'm going to call from home tomorrow on my day off. hopefully that will make me feel like i'm moving forward. 7:25 a.m. - Sunday, Nov. 7, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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