xemowhorex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wls went to the doctor yesterday to ask about bariatric surgery again. i went in all prepaird to give my little speach. but really after her asking me a few questions about my diet and exercise and things like that she said she thoguht i was a good candidate. she's going to set up appointments for the pshycological evaluation, and the nutritionist that will require me to lose 20 pounds before i can have the operation. she also needs me to go have some lab test done. glucose, tsh (thyroid ), alt(liver), lipid (cholesterol). i'm a little worried about the alt test. i think we all know i tend to drink too much. if i've fucked up this oppertunity by being a lush i don't know what i'll do. i feel like this is my last chance. i'm tired of trying and failing to lose weight. even more i'm tired of trying and not failing only to have the weight come back. and not just that it comes back but that it brings along friends. i'm tired of telling myself i'm going to do this or that once i lose the weight. and then never losing weight and therefor never doing anything. i'm just tired. i know that this isn't a cure all. i know it's still hard work. i know all this but i think i need it. drastic for sure but after 28 years of being a heifer and only getting bigger i'm in. 7:18 a.m. - Saturday, Oct. 06, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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