xemowhorex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i just did my taxes with turbo tax on line. cost $64. i have the money in my account but i really can't afford to spend it. still it needed to be done. i think that the turbo tax set up some kind of payment plan for me. when i printed out the return it came with these little voucher things for $378. each. they have different due dates on each one. so i'm just going to send the $378 by the due dates on the vouchers and hope that's how it's supposed to work. this pleases me greatly. eases some stress. i think i'll go to my moms on thursday and do last years taxes. i need to go there any way to see if she can loan me rent money. i got lucky and some one cancelled on over time. so i'm coming in for a full shift on friday. signed up for 3 half shifts and 1 full shift for next week. we'll see if i get it all. probably not but i'll most likely at least get the 1 full shift. hopefully 1 or 2 of the half shifts. going to see alkaline trio and american steel in santa cruz on sunday. maybe in sf on monday. depends on if i win tickets or not. its a free show but they're giving away tickets to guarantee entry i guess. i'm tempted to go stand out side at 6pm to try to get in if i don't win, but i probably wont. got a letter in the mail from kaiser. the psychologist warned me i would be getting it. my referral to the bariatric program is inactive. says i need to take care of my depression, and get a sleep apnea test. which i knew about. however it says something else that she failed to mention. says that i do not have enough experience with food preparation. i told her i don't cook. i didn't mean that i can't. just that i don't. who can't follow a fucking recipe? she didn't mention that that was a problem. says i need to take the "food and nutrition workshop". i don't remember my knowledge of nutrition ever coming up at all. i know all sorts about nutrition. i've lost weight before. i know how calories and vegetable work. but what ever. i signed up for the workshop. it's on the 22nd at 6pm. i guess it can't hurt and it's free. i guess it doesn't make much of a difference really. it's the whole depression bit that's going to cause the problems. who knows how long that could take. i'm hoping i can maybe go to a few sessions. get and take some pills for a month or so. and then be able to go back in to the psychologist to reevaluate. i mean probably half of my depression comes from the fact that i'm fat. i guess we'll see. and this is all assuming i still have a job in the next few months. i don't think we'll be closing all that soon though. the last e-mail we got said that they would be narrowing down new locations and that it may take until june to have that straightened out and the contracts signed for the new building. so that's 3 months. then they have to either build the building or renovate a pre existing building. then they have to hire people, and train them. then work out the kinks. so i think i've got at least till the end of the year. however, they may just transfer our responsibilities to a different center that already functioning well before all that happens. so i guess i still really have no fucking idea how long i'm going to have a job. i got lucky and some one cancelled on over time. so i'm coming in for a full shift on friday. signed up for 3 half shifts and 1 full shift for next week. we'll see if i get it all. probably not but i'll most likely at least get the 1 full shift. hopefully 1 or 2 of the half shifts. going to see alkaline trio and american steel in santa cruz on sunday. maybe in sf on monday. depends on if i win tickets or not. its a free show but they're giving away tickets to guarantee entry i guess. i'm tempted to go stand out side at 6pm to try to get in if i don't win, but i probably wont. got a letter in the mail from kaiser. the psychologist warned me i would be getting it. my referral to the bariatric program is inactive. says i need to take care of my depression, and get a sleep apnea test. which i knew about. however it says something else that she failed to mention. says that i do not have enough experience with food preparation. i told her i don't cook. i didn't mean that i can't. just that i don't. who can't follow a fucking recipe? she didn't mention that that was a problem. says i need to take the "food and nutrition workshop". i don't remember my knowledge of nutrition ever coming up at all. i know all sorts about nutrition. i've lost weight before. i know how calories and vegetable work. but what ever. i signed up for the workshop. it's on the 22nd at 6pm. i guess it can't hurt and it's free. i guess it doesn't make much of a difference really. it's the whole depression bit that's going to cause the problems. who knows how long that could take. i'm hopign i can maybe go to a few sessions. get and take some pills for a month or so. and then be abel to go back in to the pshycologist to reevaluate. i mean probably half of my depression comes from the fact that i'm fat. i guess we'll see. and this is all assuming i still have a job in the next few months. i don't think we'll be closing all that soon thoguh. the last e-mail we got said that they would be narrowing down new locations and that it may take until june to have that straightened out and the contracts signed for the new building. so thats 3 months. then they have to either build the building or renovate a pre exsisting building. then they have to hire people, and train them. then work out the kinks. so i think i've got at least till the end of the year. however, they may just transfer our responcibilities to a differant center that already functioning well before all that happens. so i guess i still really have no fucking idea how long i'm going to have a job. 9:47 a.m. - Tuesday, Apr. 01, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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