xemowhorex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - went and got fitted for my brides maid dress on thursday. that was a fucking disaster. i didn't fit in it. lana says that they ordered the wrong size intentionally so that they could charge for alterations. or that the measured me wrong. and really it doesn't matter what happened. the thing looks hideous on me any way. i cried. they all thought i was crying because the dress didn't fit. but really i was crying because of how horrible i looked. and the thought of having to wear it for an entire evening. and not even just having to stand but having to do a multitude of other things i'm uncomfortable with all while wearing a dress i'm uncomfortable in. but she's my best friend and i'll do as she wishes. down about 5 pounds. but i ate like a cow yesterday. walked around the mall for a few hours though. went to get a girdle thing to wear under the dress. brought mom's along 'casue she needed to do some christmas shopping. so we ended up being there for a while. i guess that's good. today i was supposed to get back in to routine. but i spent the night at my moms last night. got home so late that it would have just been a waste of gas and time to go home. plus i had to leave my dogs there over night any way as they have vet appointments out there today. both need vaccinations and i think emma has an ear infection. girl at work was telling me about this diet that one of her relatives is on. zag eating program. i've never heard of it and didn't find anything useful about it on the internet. but she says that the lady has lost 40 pounds in the last month. i told her it'd try it with her. she hasn't gotten all of the information from her relative yet. but it looks like kind of what i would be doing any way. egg whites, poultry, fish, vegetables and minimal fruit. protein shake in a pinch. that sort of thing. plus cardio and weights on alternating days. i'll have to come in to work a bit early to use the weights in the gym here. haven't heard anything about the wls approval stuff yet. it's been about 3 weeks. they said to give them 2 moths before pestering them. i have a bad feeling though. i don't think i filled out my papers with the right answers. some of the things i put i realized i think could be taken the wrong way. i don't know. no choice but to wait it out though. i was hoping to lose maybe 20 pounds before the 2 months. but considering i've only lost 5 in the last 3 weeks doesn't look promising. but i guess if this zag things works i may just make it yet. i discovered a far more pleasant walking rout. it takes me about 45 minutes and i get to walk through a park. which is nice. so i think i'll end up doing it more often. i haven't learned to type. haven't really even tryed. this makes me very angry with myself. LATERtyping is going better today. i've gotten to lesson 8 out of 27 on the free on line typing tutor i've been using. i was stuck at lesson 2 for the longest time. i kept mixing up g and h. i think i may be slightly dyslexic. i might have said that before. any way i've pretty much got it now. if i say the letters out loud as i type them it helps some how. so, i've got about 2 more hours of work so hopefully i can get to lesson 10 or better. :) the bad thing is that since i don't know all the letters yet and i can type faster the wrong way i keep doing that all day for the typing have to do at work so i'm not reinforcing anything i've learned except when i do the lessons. i guess that'll be enough for now. just in the few lessons i've gotten threw though i can tell i've gotten better. and that makes me happy. 7:50 a.m. - Saturday, Dec. 08, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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